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About Me Member Dark Artist beastvamp19/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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Narcissistic Avi Art

Tue Oct 27, 2009, 11:24 PM
I have this extreme fascination with seeing how people see me. What I look like in their mind. I don't believe I'm narcissistic.

Overview
Narcissistic personality disorder is a condition in which there is an inflated sense of self-importance and an extreme preoccupation with one's self.

Symptoms
A person with narcissistic personality disorder:

Reacts to criticism with rage, shame, or humiliation
Takes advantage of other people to achieve his or her own goals
Has feelings of self-importance
Exaggerates achievements and talents
Is preoccupied with fantasies of success, power, beauty, intelligence, or ideal love
Has unreasonable expectations of favorable treatment
Requires constant attention and admiration
Disregards the feelings of others, lacks empathy
Has obsessive self-interest
Pursues mainly selfish goals

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Most of these describe nothing like me but a couple... deep down, I think sound like me. I do not like myself, but i've always wanted to know how other people view me. What do I look like to them? Cause your mental perception of a person can change how you see them. So whats mine?

I love avi art and I do have an avitar that I have made and taken. Eventually I will get up the guts to build somthing that is ME and by my own personal hand. I don't know when that will be or anything up to it.

I think it will be when I start getting serious at getting better at my artwork. When I get in my "modes" of art I draw like mad; problem is they come once every couple years. I drew endlessly when I was a kid and I believe that my imagination isn't so open. At first I thought that I had just lost it but then I realized that it just transphered to the place of the dark and morbid.

I can't really draw "happy things" I can look at somthing and go all crazy on it and try and make it happy but it ends up either being awkward (for others not me) dark, or just down right grose( once again for others not myself, I see it as beautiful). What does all this have to do with the whole Narcissistic thing/ aviart thing?

I want people to draw me. I've asked people before and the draw the avi on my conditions. They don't understand I want them to draw them how they see it in their head. I want the same to be done with myself.

So, If anyone just so happens to read this and needs an art subject. -raises hand- I am here to help. I believe I give fare critiques also. I've never had anyone complain about one of my critiques (which just sounds funny all by itself). So yes. Help Us (You and Me).

Sincerely,

Beastvamp.

  • Mood: Winter Downs
  • Listening to: the wurr of my computer fan
  • Reading: savage worlds
  • Watching: the words on the screen being typed up
  • Playing: my sanity?
  • Eating: gum, as usual
  • Drinking: grape juice

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Colorado
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: xL (i'm a chub!)
  • Interests: morbid, zombies, dark and gloomy, gore, horror, asking is easier then telling.
  • Favourite movie: I so can't have one. Right at the moment top3: Inglorious Basterds, Zombie Land. Milo and Otis
  • Favourite band or musician: Band: Gorillaz Musician: David Bowie
  • Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock
  • Favourite artist: Ralph Steadmen
  • Favourite poet or writer: Laurell K. Hamilton, Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional black and white. A piece can be just as amazing in black in white as in color.
  • Operating System: the brain
  • MP3 player of choice: ...Ipod 120gb?
  • Wallpaper of choice: di motivational posters
  • Skin of choice: On the muscle, some tears are okay, maybe some blood. Freckles are good.
  • Favourite game: Dokopn Kingdom on the Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: (currently) Marvin The Martian
  • Personal Quote: Practise makes Perfect But Obsession Makes better
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, eraser, my mouth, paper (lined or plain) ... My Imagination!!!...

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Comments


:iconenigmarabbit:
hey thanks for watching me! I appreciate it :P

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My Beautiful Avatar was proudly made by Happie~
:iconbeastvamp:
No problem. Your on gaia correct?

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Practise Makes Perfect... But Obsession Makes Better... I love you.
:iconenigmarabbit:
Nope sorry, wrong person?

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My Beautiful Avatar was proudly made by Happie~
:iconbeastvamp:
-shrugg- so hwat ya up to?

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Practise Makes Perfect... But Obsession Makes Better... I love you.
:iconbjg123:
OMG you have a DA now :D

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:iconbeastvamp:
I have been for like 10 months or something... I have art I need to post I just need to post them.... :couch:

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Practise Makes Perfect... But Obsession Makes Better... I love you.
:iconbjg123:
you should put it up

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:iconpasteyx:
Welcome to DeviantArt my friend

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:iconbeastvamp:
Thankyou!!

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Practise Makes Perfect... But Obsession Makes Better... I love you.
:iconpasteyx:
your welcome

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